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Diary of a (ex) slave
« on: February 27, 2019, 04:49:27 pm »
(entry 1)

Master octave bid me to write. Says it might help me get adjusted to new life. I dont know what to say. I will end here.

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Re: Diary of a (ex) slave
« Reply #1 on: February 28, 2019, 01:28:56 am »
(entry 2)

"Why did you do it?"

It was one the first question one of my new master asked.

I don't know.

I don't think I'll ever know.

I don't want to think about it.

...

That is all for now.

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Re: Diary of a (ex) slave
« Reply #2 on: February 28, 2019, 04:25:18 am »
(Entry 3)

"Can we trust you?"

I think yes. They have doubts. Understandable. What I did was reckless.

Despite entire life of obedience, one act of passion calls loyalty into question. Must ensure it doesn't happen again.

People look at me strange. I don't fit in. I don't know my place anymore.

I don't like freedom. But will keep trying. New masters want me to take initiative. Against my nature, but must not disobey.

That is all.

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Re: Diary of a (ex) slave
« Reply #3 on: March 02, 2019, 04:49:15 am »
(entry 4)

"Do you want a hug?"

No.

Hugs are what men and women ask for when they feel lonely and afraid. It comforts them. Makes them feel special and wanted. I have given many hugs, to many different people. Giving my betters what they desire has been my purpose in life. But I've only ever given one of my choice.

Signs of affection give way to other feelings of attachment and togetherness. And then those feelings lead to sadness when you are torn away from them.

I'd rather keep to myself.

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That is enough for today.

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Re: Diary of a (ex) slave
« Reply #4 on: March 05, 2019, 02:14:50 am »
(entry 5)

My new masters made me burn cultists at the stake today. They begged and pleaded until the very end. Master Maximus seemed to think such a task would be difficult for me to perform... Perhaps he (and others) misunderstand how devoted I am to service. I hope this display was enough to show them how committed I am.

After all, I've seen and done far worse things. The fate that befell those cultists was a mercy.

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That is all for now.